I have not been feeling well for the past couple of days.

it's as if something keeps pulling - in my head.

like a vein or something.

and it seriously hurts.

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I never know who may be reading my blog,

and so i try to keep a very low profile here.

but sometimes,

you really feel like venting it all out.

like heck care ar!

and I end up hurting someone..

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like SC,

sometimes i really wanna comment about SC,

but i can't.

i'm supposed to love SC.

and you just feel like screaming.

especially when you have to make it a point to wake up so friggin' damn early just for morning duty when class starts like 2, 3 or even 4 hours later.

mon - start at 12 pm.
tues - start at 11 am.
weds - start at 1 pm.
thurs - start at 10 am.
friday - start at 9 am.

what's the point?!

and please note,

i'm the only SC in my class.

and so i'm always by myself.

seriously.

to go to school,

accomplish the 'oh-so-important' duty,

then rot the rest of the hours in the SC room.

it's seriously wrong.

and just when i'm slacking abit,

these people can come and tell me that i have late-coming problems.

seriously,

can you step in my shoes and understand?

i really don't mind if you exchanged timetables with me.

if not,

shut up.

or go die.

i'm into my last term and i just really hope to concentrate on my studies.

not waste my time getting committed to SC.

i'm just really tired and sick of it.