what is it and people dying in their sleep?

what is happening to the world?

you never know if you're ever gonna wake up the next day,

and leave behind all the people whom you love and cherish.

or people who need you.

why is something like that happening anyway?

i can't help but question this.

and to think nobody can understand why or how these people died.

i'm seriously starting to question life.

some people will say this proves we should cherish and make use of every single day we live to see,

but i really find it wrong.

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my brother and his girlfriend was over at my house today,

they put up the christmas tree and decorations,

i'm starting to miss the white christmas's i used to have in the US.

the feeling of everything,

even though it may be up to minus 20 degrees outside,

there is still so much warmth.

the decorations.

the people.

the love.

the whole thing,

it's really something else.